I’ve got the fire back in my belly, and it’s burning.
I've felt as if I’ve been living under the weight
of a heavy fog for about ten years. Jillian has been gone almost 7. She was
first diagnosed with Melanoma in 2009. I’m not saying there haven’t been
spectacular days when the fog had lifted, because there have been many. But I can tell you that I’ve been stalked by
that Fog’s wispy tendrils for a very long time. I could feel it. I could sense
them swirling around my legs, just waiting to grab me and pull me under. It has
been an everyday battle to outrun those far-reaching tendrils. And it’s a
frightening thing. Grief is messy. Sticky. Foggy.
Two years ago, my life took a different turn. I made a
choice, followed a new path, and started on a journey to wellness and healing. That
choice has allowed me find my way through the Fog.
I am starting a new blog and website called, Mama Bears Spot. I will be sharing the
continuation of my journey from that space if you’d like to follow me, and I certainly
hope you do. “Jillian’s Journey with
Melanoma, A Mother’s Story”, just didn’t feel like the place to do that. I
will continue to link the two, but I need to keep Jillian’s space a separate place.
I am not near
finished creating the new site, but I am going to begin blogging there. It will
also be a place holder for some of the things I will be participating in coming
up. A place for inspiration, health, fitness.
Since Mama Bear’s Spot is in its beginning stages, it will continue to evolve. Just like me. Just like you, if you are on a similar journey through
the Fog. Either way, I’d like to travel this road together. I believe we can
learn together, share together. Inspire one another. Laugh and cry together. A safe Spot for any, and
all things.
The Riverbank Run is in May, which happens to be Melanoma
Awareness Month. Registration is now open for the May 9, 2020 race. I’ve taken
the below description right from their website. It’s a pretty big deal.
Amway River Bank Run
presented by Fifth Third Bank with Spectrum Health, the Official Health Partner
on Saturday, May 9, 2020 in downtown Grand Rapids, Michigan, there is something
for everyone! Plus, the pre-race Sports & Fitness Expo, Friday,
May 8, 2020 - showcasing health and wellness vendors, product sampling, beer
garden and the last chance register for the race at DeVos Place.
After the race on Saturday (or beginning at 7:30am), meet up with fans,
friends and family to kick back at the Finish Fest on Calder Plaza with the
food, beverages, music, live race broadcast and watch 25Ker's finish on the big
screen.
Featuring the largest 25K road race in the country, the event is also the site of the USA 25 km Open Championships. More than 15,000 people are expected to participate on event day including a 5K Run, 10K Run, 25K Handcycle race, 25K Wheelchair race, 25K race and a 5K Community Walk.
Featuring the largest 25K road race in the country, the event is also the site of the USA 25 km Open Championships. More than 15,000 people are expected to participate on event day including a 5K Run, 10K Run, 25K Handcycle race, 25K Wheelchair race, 25K race and a 5K Community Walk.
If you’ve read this far I’d like to tell you about the next
Billboard I'm planning. I have already secured the dates, May 4, 2020 through May 31, 2020
at two locations. Jillian’s friend Greg has agreed to do the creative again.
This billboard will get a lot of visibility due to the race and I am so
excited.
If you are currently battling melanoma, or if you have a loved one that is no longer with us, I would love to have have you included on this latest billboard.
THIS IS FOR YOU
What I need from you
is specific.
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A high-resolution photo with the person’s name.
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If you want to be included on the Mama Bear’s Spot
webpage, I plan to add a space for photos which should include the person’s name,
stage, and a brief description of their story. If that person is no longer
here, include their birth date, their parting date, as well as a brief
description if you wish to share.
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I won’t be able to accept anything unless it
comes through email, so please don’t sent me private messages. If you can donate towards the billboards, I would be most grateful. All donations go directly to paying for the billboard. There is a "Donate" button at the top of the blog. Thank you!
I am so thankful to feel the fire and the desire to tackle this project once again, grateful for the desire to try something new, and truly blessed to have your support.
I’m looking forward to sharing the next chapter with you!
Oh. And Melanoma? Mama
Bear has a long memory.
~Peace